You can’t argue with slience...

Only problem with that, is that I’m crap at keeping my mouth shut. I’ve managed to not even go there in the past 3 days… If I can make it through today then I’m well on my way to getting over this… but just for the record… I think it’s safe to chalk this up as boy disappearance number 4. Clearly it’s me. I think I’ll just resign to spinsterhood as I’m unable to court anyone who is even remotely suitable!

On a brighter note… after nearly four weeks I’ve finally got a cash card again. My MasterCard will be very grumpy with me when it realises that I’ll not be using it again for a long long time. Life has been terribly difficult without a cash card. I don’t recommend it.

Denise is in town this weekend for her little brother’s graduation from the Royal College of Art. Her whole family will be here. Will be good fun to see them as I’ve not seen her parents since 1996!

This weekend was filled with even more listening to Fiona apple and the following:

- Drinks with work folks at the V&A on Friday night for architecture week
- Staying in Saturday night alone….painting… lots of painting… did a whole one in 5h (desperate attempt at doing some mental irrigation)
- Watching ‘so I married an axe murderer’ on Saturday late night and chatting with seestor who surprised me with a call.
- Sunday morning- reading of the paper in the garden in bikini
- Sunday afternoon kite flying in Richmond park with Andrea and mostly being rubbish at it! (and craftfuly missing the rain)
- Tapas in Camden with Andrea Sunday night
- In bed and asleep by 10pm Sunday night

I’m learning how to be a bit less rock and roll… because lets face it… I know I’m only killing it on most weekends to try and avoid feeling so blue about le boi… why is it that I’m so sensitive? I need thicker skin… and a harder heart. Think I could find some on ebay?

my painting - done this weekend